The State of Borrowed Trouble
Today I travelled through the state of borrowed trouble. It's really easy to get there and almost always hard to find my way home. As usual when I go to the state of borrowed trouble, I didn't set out to end up there today. I always take baggage I should have shed years ago. Today's journey through the state of borrowed trouble led me down many roads I should have just avoided...questioning lane, anxiety avenue, the drill is always the same. But I couldn't shake the feeling that if I just took a quick trip I'd allow myself to think the worst about the situation in question then move on. Unfortunately when I got there I just kept following one road after another. Before I knew it, I'd let this quick trip turned into a wasted afternoon.